Bad Days Happen. And That's Okay.

Updated: Jan 1, 2020

Although, if I were being entirely honest, it doesn't feel okay. Today is one of those days: the kind of day where my mood drops down into the dark place and I can't swim back up to the surface. Unlike being triggered into this, I just kind of blink and realize I'm here. Now that I look back, there were some telltale signs last night that I might be heading down, but either way there's not much I can do when it comes to these. ... I felt like I had a lot to say, to blog about, but.. I guess not. I'm feeling too tired and kind of, like, empty and really just not having any of the day. In short, I feel awful. Eyes stinging from almost crying, just feeling hollow and heavy at the same time. Maybe I can finish this up later, or tomorrow. But before I go now, just know that there's always going to be highs and lows. The lows suck all kinds of dick, but they aren't forever. I'll be fine soon enough and I have to remind myself of that. xoShay

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